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The post-covid manic defense

Recently, I have gone to bed most nights not anxious, not panicking, but filled with energy. I stare at the ceiling. I scroll on my phone. I feel too awake.

I am in some ways happy. I spend much of my time excited. This is partially because things are going well in my life—I am making progress on my gender stuff, work is going smoothly. I f…

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